Post by Daelin Draggo on Jun 26, 2007 12:39:35 GMT -5
Expert penmanship flows gently across an old fashioned journal, made out of a specialized old paper that doesn't fade. She likes old fashioned things and it shows. The diary is locked with a fingerprint key, however, it can be pried open if someone was that intent on reading it.
June, 6 ABY
It has not been that long since I have joined the Alliance. I manged a few months after Alderaan just to finish some obligations, but my true defection from the Empire began the moment that planet died. So I have seen the battle of Hoth as well as the loss at Endor. Despite being with the Alliance all this time, I am still branded as a 'new recruit', perhaps by some of the more haughty members of this band. I suppose it is mainly because of my demeanor--I act still like an Imperial officer. I can not do this otherwise, I trained nearly my entire life for a profession I no longer have. I could have gotten into the academy at an even younger age than I did but being a girl, it was not advisable until I was older. I was plenty mature by then and could have probably held my own, but it was my parent's wishes.
I wonder what they would say now, them being the lovers of the Empire that they so claimed to be, seeing me with this rag tag group of scruffy Rebels. I have lost contact with them after Alderaan, to save them from the embarrassment they would have in their social circles of having a daughter in the Rebellion. It would make them instant outcasts, and despite our ideological differences, it would be cruel and I don't want to do that to them. I suspect that they might have only been so into it because they were trying to save us, and indeed being in this group, as it were, saved us a lot of trouble on Coruscant. Many other people were rooted out and arrested on mere suspicion of Alliance ties. As I said, it would be cruel to subject my parents to anything that would make them be noticed in a bad way.
Still, I did not know this difference when I was younger and only assumed they loved the Empire just to love it, and it was what I grew up with. I knew nothing different, the dark city was my playground and my parents made it up to be like some shining beacon of beauty. I mean, I suppose it was, once, you can see what the architecture should have been like before those storms and corrosion. I don't remember what it was like before, it was always this gothic place to me.
I don't think they assume I'm dead. My parents, I mean. They know I'm alive. I am sure they still think I am in the Navy. Let them think that I am on some long mission somewhere in the outer rim.
Besides, aren't I anyway?
June, 6 ABY
It has not been that long since I have joined the Alliance. I manged a few months after Alderaan just to finish some obligations, but my true defection from the Empire began the moment that planet died. So I have seen the battle of Hoth as well as the loss at Endor. Despite being with the Alliance all this time, I am still branded as a 'new recruit', perhaps by some of the more haughty members of this band. I suppose it is mainly because of my demeanor--I act still like an Imperial officer. I can not do this otherwise, I trained nearly my entire life for a profession I no longer have. I could have gotten into the academy at an even younger age than I did but being a girl, it was not advisable until I was older. I was plenty mature by then and could have probably held my own, but it was my parent's wishes.
I wonder what they would say now, them being the lovers of the Empire that they so claimed to be, seeing me with this rag tag group of scruffy Rebels. I have lost contact with them after Alderaan, to save them from the embarrassment they would have in their social circles of having a daughter in the Rebellion. It would make them instant outcasts, and despite our ideological differences, it would be cruel and I don't want to do that to them. I suspect that they might have only been so into it because they were trying to save us, and indeed being in this group, as it were, saved us a lot of trouble on Coruscant. Many other people were rooted out and arrested on mere suspicion of Alliance ties. As I said, it would be cruel to subject my parents to anything that would make them be noticed in a bad way.
Still, I did not know this difference when I was younger and only assumed they loved the Empire just to love it, and it was what I grew up with. I knew nothing different, the dark city was my playground and my parents made it up to be like some shining beacon of beauty. I mean, I suppose it was, once, you can see what the architecture should have been like before those storms and corrosion. I don't remember what it was like before, it was always this gothic place to me.
I don't think they assume I'm dead. My parents, I mean. They know I'm alive. I am sure they still think I am in the Navy. Let them think that I am on some long mission somewhere in the outer rim.
Besides, aren't I anyway?